Ok so lately I have been troubles with finding a boyfriend. It's not like I need one but I've never had one and right now my life has been taking a turn for the worst. I'm stressed all the time and I really dont have the poeple to relieve me from that stress because no affense they dont have the shit to go through like I do. And one cause of all my stress (you know what I really cant call it stress because Im really not that stressed out i think more in the dumps) is that there is this one guy in my class that I like. He's crazy, fun to be around and jest knows how to have a good time. Were friends but I fell thats all we'll ever be. I've never dated in my life nor have I ever been hit on before. So I really dont know if he likes me or not. He has done alot of things to make me think that he likes me but then there are times were he could care less that I'm there. It makes me cry not knowing what is going on! I think I should jest not care any more but then I think well if he does like me then I dont want him to think I hate him. I dontk know any more! I dont want to do this any more! I need advice and a very long vication.....I wish I could go back to liking rock stars that I know I could never get.